giving guin an adventure of self-discovery was meant for her to reflect on life and what's impt to her. i didn't expect that planning it and watching her complete it made me reflect too. there's so many things i've left unsaid to all the impt people in my life. mummy, gaston, joo, skippy, guin, mong, power, dibomb, cclgmm... so to all of you, here's basically what i have to say. just mix and match.

1. thank you
2. i miss you
3. come home
4. i'm sorry
5. i love you
6. i'm afraid of losing you
7. i'm afraid i've already lost you

this holiday's supposed to be about studying but i'm gonna try to catch up with all the people whose lives i've been missing out on. thanks shinq for going all the way to parkway with me today to pig out while studying (: jiayou everyone for CTs and midyears! hope to see everyone soon and i'm looking forward to seeing some of you tmr at camp kodomo! haha.