life's been busy busy busy lately! many interesting things have happened the past week. went jogging on tues by myself. plugged in my phone mp3 and ran to ecp jumbo. think that's <2.4km? dunno. then i sat at the beach for a while to get some sea breeze and picked some seashell souvenirs back. nice to get away sometimes. :) then nono and guin dragged me back to ecp to cycle/roller blade. haha. but studious me stayed at bk to do work. guin fell again. but at least she lasted longer this time. go guin!

desmond and nono (:

me and guin :D

(:

nono and desmond. again.

we were slacking at the beach when we decided to write our troubles on the sand for the waves to wash them away.

guin writing her troubles away...

guin nono desmond

stayed till it got quite dark. here's desmond!

spent some time shouting into the sea. though it was mostly me and guin shouting things no one but ourselves would understand.

beautiful moon. but you can never capture everything for was it is.

"They were at different places in the same relationship
and like anything that's out of alighment,
they were destined to crash sooner or later."
-jodi picoult

celebrated shanti and janelle's bday in school! boon bought this really yummy cake!

moosey, boon and caroline lighting the cake!

pretty message boards designed by kelly! (:

07S32 love messages!

kelly caroline boon moosey!

me and huiying :D

lovely cake and message boards!

janelle and shanti cutting their cake!

entire 07S32. whee.

all 23 of us (:

renetteeee

sarah and renette acting cute. haha.

YY!

noob muk!!

da4 niao3 with boon!

janelle pigging out!

fawn fawn with sarah!

hahahah. WYNNE!

kelly and boon!

"It's crazy, right? To love someone who's hurt you?
It's crazier to think that someone who hurts you loves you."
-jodi picoult

pegasus has intra-house games this year! they pasted posters around school with instructions then we're supposed to follow these instructions and take pics! so here are a few!

07S32 doing superman pose!

5 standing 5 kneeling! purple pegasus army!

6 chikus at canteen staircase!
15 classmates with CT, mrs lim (but we only had 13 hee.)

"There's some illogical part of me that still believes if you want superman to show up,
first there's got to be someone worth saving."
-jodi picoult

had out first dibomb day yesterday! though skippy was sick ): i went to make my ic with my mom then met joo and qing at amk hub to walk walk talk talk. went to macs and bought a super super large coke then we started to pho. we totally miss st nicks days. when every day was carefree. our only troubles were like common tests on tuesdays and how we have to pay 50 cent fines when we never bring long ruler for mrs soh's mercedes fund. haha

joo and me :D

joo me qing (:

qing joo me (:

met kevin today for lunch at taka. haven't seen him since sec 2 choral fest haha. life in america sounds way cool and fun! sigh. went to central to eat then went to coffee bean to take a drink and chat then he drove me home and thanks to my lousy direction skills we kinda got lost -.-

"Change is a funny thing. We never are quite sure what we are becoming or even why. Then one day we look at ourselves and wonder who we are and how we got that way. Only one thing about change remains constant...it is always painful."
-jodi picoult

i'm sorry.

been keeping myself busy lately. school's actually been quite exciting though i'm quite worn out. i've been keeping to my new year resolution of "no ponning" so far. (: oh! crc finally put up the choir room board! it was a really fun day with the four of us locking out everyone and putting up photos!

us (:

us with what desmond calls the "lixuan pose"!

nono, guin and i went cycling at ecp! we were trying to teach guin how to cycle. a few more trips to ecp and she'll become a pro! i tried to rollerblade also but it's so scary! i even fell once ): what nono said was so true, we totally never make full use of ecp la and it's like super near vj. so we're expecting many more trips there this year (:

qin came back to visit with more cookies! first three months really seem super long ago!

qin, me and fawn :D

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
-all you wanted, michelle branch

yesterday was life.

the whole of 07S32 ponned lessons yesterday except for the first period of maths to go sea regatta! our tutors actually gave us a choice whether or not we wanted lessons at all. (: minus the ogls, about 10 of us went down to ecp to eat macs breakfast and cycle. werent supposed to dunk ppl or sth like that so we cycled to changi and started playing there. dunked everyone and bobbed around. haha. oh! me and huiying tried out the double seater bike! so much fun! haha.

went for a so called class lunch at thaipan then when they left i joined choir ppl for a few rounds of 21. (: came back to school then joined other choir ppl at the treehouse.

:D

emo ling!

me and philip the marshmallow!

(:

spent the rest of the evening with guin at the treehouse talking. it felt so first-3-months again. stayed till it got really dark and almost everyone left school. has been 140398401 years since i last talked to her (:

like i said. yesterday was life.

do you still think of me thinking of you?
i do.

my dad left for maldives two days ago. won't see him till chinese new year then after that probably till christmas unless we're visiting him during june hols ): he sold his car cos having two cars and only one person who drives is kinda dumb. haha

bro in the car

mummy in the car

so we went to the airport to send him off...

my uncle, aunt and cousin came along too

it's only been two days but i kinda miss my dad already. i do hope everything will be fine at home and i guess i gotta do my part to keep my family safe and happy too (:

first few days of school were quite fun. finally spent more time with my class and i realised i really really miss them (:

yy, huying and me!

we had junior meet senior class session and as always, we infiltrated the junior class to give them a scare. we had jason tan aka jing cheng, the guy who just sleeps through everything, chiu lian aka shanti, the qian bian ahlian, chanel aka janelle, the super enthu know-it-all and silver lee (me!), the girl with the heart condition. so we wore sec sch uniforms and sat in class, making friends with our juniors, acting out our parts. when we did our s32 tradition, which is flapping our hands and jumping across the level, i was supposed to have a relapse. so i just started breathing heavily and collapsed against the railing. kept coughing and coughing. even had fake medicine haha. ohwell at the end of it we just revealed and stuff. fun time!

me and guin in sn uniform!

went for mass dance at suntec yesterday with choir ppl. i'm glad i decided to go cos it was so much fun! it was raining quite heavily but that made everything more fun i think haha. met huiying halfway and she pulled me into the human train around the fountain and we started pulling the rest of the s32 ppl and started doing our class chiku cheer! haha.

me and fawn fawn!

huiying, shanti, fawn and me (:

now with kelly! 07S32! wheeeee.

us at the fountain of wealth!

went for supper at glutton's bay after that. satay and sting ray! yumyum.

looking forward to tmr's sea regatta! crashing with my class haha. hope our tutors wont get too mad. haha.

this isn't how i used to be
but somehow along the way i lost myself
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own."
Matthew 6:33-34

so! to make up for last year's countdown (i fell asleep at 10 plus and woke up at 2am plus and missed the whole thing -.-), i had friends over this year! supposed to be pot luck LUNCH. but somehow everyone except xianyong and rayrin misunderstood it as dinner. haha. so i got up super early to cook fried rice! whee. then xy and rr came over to cook jap curry!

rr peeling potatoes!

xy peeling onions!

oh! xianjun came punctually at 2 but he cheated cos he brought half a roast duck his mom roasted. haha. here's proof that my fried rice is eatable (: everyone except rr liked it. whee.

then we played mahjong and my luck was super good for once! i won super alot but we didn't play with money in the end la haha.

wayne came over but with famous amos cookies haha. i think that's a famous amos plastic bag over his head. placed by nono who also bought famous amos cookies. haha.

philip and desmond came over after making their apple-potato salad. desmond woke up at 130 when we were supposed to eat at 2. haha. so... at night we just slacked around. wayne went off to his church to countdown. nono got high on oxygen again and wanted to dance to abba's dancing queen but everyone refused to dance with her. haha. then we decided to go make some drinks!

the girls! nono and me!

the guys!

haha super cool!

oh bro had about 20 plus ppl over to celebrate his 21st also. lucky pig. haha. my aunt said sth like we shouldnt cut cake more than once per birthday or not we get older than we are supposed to. but if it were true i think my true age's like 30 plus already haha.



we watched final destination 3 before countdown. fd's just gross la. it's disturbing and gross. we paused before someone was about to be killed by nails to countdown. so we switched on the tv to 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 scream! then xianjun gave out new year cards and we screamed a little about how this yr's gonna be sucky cos of As. then we just went back to fd3. haha. nono and desmond went home. and koktong and pockthong who were at serangoon gardens macs came over to play pool. we continued with fd2 then i couldn tahan already. haha.

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
-bleeding love, leona lewis

went to my god aunt and uncle's restaurant today. opened not too long ago and they closed down for the day for the whole family to go for lunch! it's a really cozy place at bukit timah though a little ulu. haha. ohman italians are great eaters. their meals are seriously huge. even my bro was full hahaha. starts with starters like veal with tuna sauce, ham with melon, this super nice bread,... then there's two pizzas, then pasta. and i thought pasta was main course. but no! after pasta is the meat. there was fish and lamb. didnt touch the lamb though cos i'm against lamb meat hahaha. then dessert. tried a few like choc cream puffs, gelato, brownie thingy,...

all of us (:

I hear your goodbye
Nothins gonna save me
I can see it in your eyes
Some kind of heartache
Darlin give it a try
I dont want pity
I just want what is mine
-cry, faith hill

celebrated my bro's 21st with my family two days ago at keppel club. ohman my bro's old already! hahaha. 4 years more to 21! sigh.

anw! i made a gigantic discovery that day! i discovered the ugliest fish ever! my couz said when it's born it's a normal fish then as it grows, it's one eyeball will grow to the same side as the other eyeball then it'll become sideways. but its mouth remains the same. so it's practically a sideways fish. gross. here it is.

and here it is puking! eew.

my aunt maggie brought some super old pics to the dinner. here's us cousins! the kawaii one in yellow is meeeee!

my bro. hahah.

spastic mich and me

we found this retarded pic of my mom, my bro and my godsis...

...and they did a years later version!

awww bday boy!

my darling family (:

bro with his gf, jasmine (:

all the cousins!

bro with his god family

happy 21st bro! 21 already, must grow up k. and don't bully me so much! love you.

Don’t look back at a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo, just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you
-tattoo, jordin sparks